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Eliza Holland, MD's avatar

I will never stop being angry about the way children were treated during covid. I will also never look back on covid times with any sort of fond memories. The majority of humans, especially teens and young adults, are social creatures who need to be around other. Our natural response in times of crisis is to gather for comfort. People died alone, families were separated, and we hit the gas on mental health disorders and addictive behaviors. We also gave up our civil liberties with barely a whimper.

I am a pediatrician, the mother of 2 teenagers, and my first job was in a community health center in a low SES area. It was not hard to predict the impact of school closures on children, especially the most vulnerable students. In the hospital, we were admitting far more eating disorders and overdoses than we were severe covid cases. Every person who advocated for school reopening was maligned and accused of killing teachers. I gave a Grand Rounds in January 2023 about the impact of covid mitigation on children (spoiler alert: It was bad!) and it was considered a controversial topic. Someone accused me of misinformation (I had over 80 sources cited in my talk) and excoriated my department for letting me talk. A year later, the data about harms continues to accumulate. And the powers to be are gaslighting us and, even worse, stating that some mitigation measures were made up. The damage is done and we are left trying to frantically right the ship for this younger generation. And Fauci is still not convinced that school closures were harmful.

I also completely lost faith in the organizations that are supposed to guide us as physicians, specifically the CDC and the AAP. I left the AAP after 20 years for a number of reasons but the nail in the coffin was when they claimed the covid booster prevented severe infection in children 5-11 years old when the Pfizer study did not even include enough children with severe disease to make that statement. Public health also lost my confidence with poor messaging and clearly others feel the same way since routine childhood vaccine uptake is declining. Can't wait for polio to make a comeback.

Like you, I am skeptical of young people who continue to mask. At this point, it is either anxiety or virtue signaling. I refuse to play the game and I point out the lack of evidence and downsides to the residents and students. I emphasize the negative impact on communicating with people with hearing impairments or in those for whom English is not their first language.

Most frustrating is that this got so politicized in this country. Many people are stuck behind their party lines and it is unlikely that we will be able to have a clear-eyed review of what went right and wrong.

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Dina Armeni's avatar

I work in a Baltimore psychiatric hospital and I keep asking myself, am I the only one still angry about the stupid decisions of the medical community? I think when I went to the beach with my dog and it was prohibited really put me over the top. Or was it when I was hiking in the finger lakes and masks were mandated and signage said so, people looked at me and shook their heads "I wasn't wearing a fucking mask outside on a trail". I'm still waiting for someone to tell me it will never happen again. I am not optimistic. Just sad and mad. Thanks for your writing your thoughts. It made me feel better about mine.

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